Resah

semalam 4 haribulan dec ...
awak kata saya kelam kabut...
entah kenapa saya rasa hati ditikam bertubi2...
saya tahu sy banyak kekurangan...
semalam sy cerita tentang seseorg yang suka saya...
tapi...walau baik nya dia...
di mata saya hanya awak yg terbaik....
awak ,
awak tahu tak kenapa saya tetibe nak berdiet....
sebab bila awak kata nk bertunang bulan lepas...
sy rasa ada kuasa yang mendorong...
siapa yg tak mahu cantik kan..during weds or engagement....
tapi jantung sy terhenti lagi bila ..
awak sendiri tidak pasti..bila...
nak risik atau tunang...
sejujurnya saya kecewa..
tapi semua atas awak...
sy tak akan paksa...
bila saya berbicara...
bermaksud saya mengingatkan....
jika awak tidak yakin....
atau percaya saya...awak boleh terus terang ...
sy hanya manusia biasa awak...
andai suatu hari awka terbaca blog ni..
mungkin tatkala tu..
saya dah tiada...
lama sy xupdate blog ni...
sy wujudkan sbb awak...
sy bahgia sgt awak selama 2 thn ni...
sampai sy tak tahu nak ukir apa....
dalam blog ni.....
tapi yang pasti kita tak tahu jodoh kita ada atau tidak..
andai awak jodoh sy...ALHAMDULILLAH..

Kami : Rupa bukan sandaran

hari ni...
dia kata napa dia tak pernah puji pasal rupa...
aku...dia kata dia suka...
n sukar dijelaskan dengan kata2.....
actually aku faham maksud dia..
saje suke memain....
tengs awak....sy jatuh cinta lagi.

org lain selalu puji suke idung lah mata lah ,pp lah... .bila tanya dia napa tak pernah puji... .dia kata... kalau suka pada rupa... awak akan tua... . kalau suka pada fizikal... bukan selamanya mcm tu... ... .sy suka awak... .dan sukar dijelas kan dgn kata2... ... aku... .ya ALLAH ..andai dia benar2 jodohku dekatkan hati kami jika dia bukan ditakdirkan untuk ku... damaikan hati kami.. dengan ketentuanMU... ..amin... sesungguh dia membuat diriku semakin dekat ke padaMU... .


notacinta : syg awak sgt tewox....
tima kasih kerana bagi peluang utk merasai cinta lagi...^^

hadiah bufday saya ...

hapybufday to me...
happy bufday....
tengs for him :)
cuz been there for me..
almost a year...
and yet...
i'm still get to know him.....
i'm in love ...
so in LOVE ...

the card state...
that he glad that i stand by him :)
and hope for us to be husband n wife..
insyaALLAH....if ALLAH grant our request :)








untuk awak ...:)



JASON MRAZ LYRICS

"I Won't Give Up"

Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmm ...

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up













notahatiku

everybody is pretty..
but only special people notice it...

maal hijrah akan tiba lagi....

ahad ni maal hijrah 1433h
AlhamduLILLAH aku masih disini...
malam ni si dia berbicara tentang menjaga solat...
ku akui aku hanya manusia biasa yang alpa..
aku berazam untuk cuba memperbaiki
solat ku....

aku cuba yang terbaik ...
mengharap kan sinar buat kami..
cinta yang diredhaiNYA...
amin.....

pelangi itu indah

Pelangi itu indah...
kenapa aku katakan ia sebegitu..
kerana walapun ia sementara ...
melihat kebesaran ALLAH...
rasa bersyukur...
cantik...walaupun hadirnya sementara...
macm juga kehidupan..
apa yang kita harap kan tak semua dapat...
tapi....DIA ada untuk kita...
masih ada dahan....dariNYA....

sambung malam nnti